urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beejayeeetee bj bj 2007-06-29T21:24:01Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:beejayeeetee:524 2007-06-29T21:22:21Z 2007-06-29T21:24:01Z      Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I don't understand myself. I am so different from everyone here, and sadly I try to hide it. You have to fit in somewhere right? I feel like if I let people see everything that I really am, I wouldn't "fit in" anywhere. But I know that isnt true. Why can't i just let myself be happy? Summer brings back that certain feeling. Why am I writing on livejournal. it was the easiest thing to get too i guess. I know this sounds stupid but i dont know why i care. i was in love. this is not an easy thing for me to SAY to anyone. and i dont think i ever have. i cant comprehend why either. the thought. i want to dissapear sometimes.